Misophonia

Misophonia when stressed out

I’ve been very busy at my work lately so I haven’t been around here as much as I wanted to be. There was always something going on and I couldn’t manage to have some time for myself. I need some time for myself. I needed a piece of quietness. I needed a piece of  peace but I couldn’t get it on work or home these past few days. So yes,…

Highly sensitive

Reading about Misophonia and experiences of other people made me realize that I’m not alone in my “refined” sensitivity. There are many of us, actually, there are majority of us, it seems, being highly sensitive. You’ll forgive me for using two terms here, oversensitive and highly sensitive. I find myself in both of those but then again, I’m not exactly everything that comes with those terms, like anyone else isn’t…

At a conference

I’ve already mentioned that I was suppose to attend a conference, but it got delayed. I wrote about that in Business trip post. Well I came back from that conference last night and here are my impressions. The organization of this 3 day long conference was really good. I was pleased with the room I got (a nice quiet room, considering the fact that I slept like a baby and…

Being a Miso mom

Being a Miso mom

I’m a mother of two children, a 3 year old girl and a 20 months old boy. I don’t need to explain how much I love my children. This is not about explaining how I feel about them. They’re my Sun, my Earth and my home. They’re my everything. It’s not easy to mention them here. They don’t belong to this section of my blog. No! This is “who knows…

Yes, the Earplugs!

Yes, the Earplugs!

I wanted to write about the earplugs for quite some time but I was waiting to take a shot of those earplugs I have at home… However, I haven’t taken a single shot of them, I’ll do that later. It doesn’t matter that much. Suzanne commented on the post What it really feels like few days ago. She wanted to give me some advice: “I am 55 and have live this my…

Growing up with Miso

Growing up with Miso

I really can’t remember when my Misophonia started. Others seem to start experiencing it during the puberty. I just can’t remember. All I remember were sleepless nights and that characteristic awful feel of uncontrolled rage. I slept in a room next to my brother’s room and there was some decent space between mine and my parents room. I used to wake up in the middle of the night hearing my…

Dealing with Misophonia

Dealing with Misophonia

Someone contacted me and asked: “What has worked for you? What hasn’t worked for you?”. She doesn’t have Misophonia but her loved one has and she is trying to understand more about Miso. It’s a really difficult question and there’s not a simple answer to it. And, I may be a wrong person to ask, you’ll see that when you read what I wrote… After 20 years of dealing with…

Business trip

The first thing that comes to my mind when I’m going somewhere else for a day, two or more is “Where I’m going to sleep?” Obviously I know ahead where I’m going to sleep but I’m interested in details. Where will that room be? Will it be surrounded by other rooms or it will be more isolated? The point is, will I be able to have a good non interrupted…

Chronic pain feeling

Some mornings and some days I feel like I’m not in a mood for photography, for dealing with Misophonia, for dealing with people… I just need some peace and a bed to lay down. Maybe a bed in a wooden cabin somewhere in the woods? Oh, that would be great. Carved wooden furniture, big windows and the woods all around the cabin. Of course,  there’s no angry wild animals in my woods….

Drilling machine

This is the irony of Misophonia. We’re setting the wooden fence for our  indoor staircase… I’m pretty much sure that this is not the proper way of saying it, but you get what I mean. So after the work I went home and of course the hallway was a mess. Expected. They were drilling the staircase numerous times and no matter that the vacuum cleaner was also on, the dust was all…